I am not feeling well today. Since my family has rejected me i have been starving myself. I realize that I am not going to get any better and I don't have the desire to live any longer. This will be my last entry. I tried to live with this tragedy but I can no longer take it anymore. Goodbye.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
torture by apple
Today i try to walk out of my room because i was getting kind of lonely in there. When i started to walk out i saw my father and sister sitting in the living room. My dad didn't look that happy. He threw a apple at me and it hurt. I don't understand why they're treating me differently. Im still the same person. i think im going to stay in my room till i die.
i saw my sister
Today my sister came into my room and left me food. It almost looked like she was scared to com inside. I don't know why but when she came in i rushed my way under the bed. She left very quickly. I didn't like some of the food she gave me. I only like the rotten stuff. I can feel myself slowly turning more into a bug and it's depressing.
waking up as a bug
This morning I woke up as a bug. I was laying on my back and found it very difficult to get out of bed. I then realized that I had many skinny long legs. My reaction was calm and steady. I didn't panic or worry. I thought it was a dream. i wanted to go back to sleep and forget about this nonsense. i started worry about my job. How would i go to work looking like this? Then the fact that i have no idea how long i would stay like this was begining to cross my mind. How would people react to this?
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